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	Tuesday, January 31, 2006 A dark secret Dear readers, I have been harbouring a dark secret for a rather long time. Well, actually, it's not exactly dark...but it's rather personal, rather private... You see, there's this guy for whom I have been having fond feelings. And you know, it's pretty difficult to maintain a rein on my emotions as they aggressively struggle to claw their way out of the heart whenever I see or even, think of him. Management of emotions is a tricky and, yeah, nasty business. Sometimes, my heart leaps with joy whenever I catch a glimpse of him. Better still, when I get to exchange smiles with him albeit the thrill is always so short. When he smiles, the memory of it can drive adrenaline through my body and almost make me rocket into sky. Ahhhhh.... Yet, on some days, when I see him being so friendly with other girls, jealousy grips me so violently. And I have a tough time struggling to wrestle myself away from jealousy's claws. Not that I am possessive. I am certainly not. Yet, I can never understand why my poor heart so willingly surrenders itself to such sweet misery. Liking him has created such tremendous emotional tumult I have never experienced before. Pray, the-one-I-like, please save me from this craziness! Posted by \|z\|r\| at 10:55 PM		kindly. SHOUT. archives November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 November 2006 credits Designer Eric Sim (Kukubird) Picture Eric Sim (Kukubird) Brushes and Textures Hybrid Genesis, Misprinted- Type, and Eric Sim Pattern Squidfingers