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Saturday, February 11, 2006
This week was a sheer torture, to say the least. I never had so much self-doubt, so much fear, so much sadness. When I finally did what my heart had been urging me to, it triggered a chain of carthartic events which really, really changed me internally. At the end of it all, I could finally wipe my eyes and say,"I did it without any regrets." I don't know what I did was right. I don't know. But my feelings were, and are still as earnest and genuine as before. The only thing that changed was that I needn't hide anymore. Maybe I still need to. But at least, the truth that I painfully hid so long was something I needn't deliberately conceal now. I struggled with my imperfections and I loathed them. Yet, when I finally decided to use my tears to wash those vulnerabilities away, I felt stronger... Courage heals pain. Sometimes, all we need to do is to feel our hearts and leap across our perceived obstacles and then we exhilrate in the knowledge that we have done something we once thought we never have the courage to do so. Truths are sometimes lies. Lies are sometimes truths. If we never go beyond those boundaries, we will never discover what is the truth, a sweet truth that brings true happiness. Be Strong Delta Goodrem Are you swimming upstream in oceans of blue? Do you feel like your sinking? Are you sick of the rain after all you've been through? Well I know what you're thinking When you can't take it You can make it Sometime soon I know you'll see 'Cause when you're in your darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on and be strong Where taking each step one day at a time You can't loose your spirit Let live and let live forget and forgive It's all how you see it And just remember keep it together Don't you know you're never alone 'Cause when you're in your darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on, and be strong No you're not defeated And soon you'll be smiling once again Then you won't have to feel it Let it go with the wind Time passes us by And know that you're allowed to cry 'Cause when you're in your darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on and be strong Posted by |z|r| at |
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